who the fuck ever cares about mood swings.
Well i know that i have every right to feel jealous about everything. I know that writing this here wouldnt make things any better, i just couldnt tell u face to face because i have no guts to do so. Yes im a coward, A BIG FAT ONE. Honestly i just dont want to care about how i feel but at some point of time i feel that the problem sometimes its not u, its her. Well most of the time is because ure simply caring and friendly and nice to everyone. But i shoulnt care because she’s ure best friend __________. I know i dont care but it bothers me so much everytime we all meet. It was just because of what she asked you on the first day we met. yes long time now uh. hah. i just feel so stupid for keeping it all this while la. the way she talk to u and everyting. Im just jealous because of so many things now, like how u talk to her just like how u talk to me, telling her to go eat medicine when she’s sick. aiyah for a long time now, ive been just telling myself to stop thinking bout it too much, its just how i feel and i know that to you its nothing. well whatever.
I’ll just keep it, lock it, and throw it.
I even felt lonely when i have to walk myself to the toilet alone wondering around while my foot hurts and i felt like this just sucks when every toilet on every floor i went to was being blocked by cleaners due to cleaning in progress. That was when i knew i just couldnt take anymore of this and just left. Then i kept again till i couldnt take it anymore and i burst out all the way when we were on our way home.
I had fun. Thank you and Happy 15 Months Anniversary.
This might just be some same old mood swings that i have. I’m visiting daddy now, i miss him, maybe he’ll understands me better.bye.
